survival

so i don't know how i'm going to survive the next week. it's getting harder and harder to wake up and come into work. i have nightmares about zombies, i guess that means i have become a zombie at work. any tips for inspiration on how to go on for the next 6 days? plus we have that stupid meeting today, ugh! honestly, does anyone care about it? NO. so what is the f'in point of it?

fed up

so i'm really fed up today. must be from working. it's just annoying. everyday it's the same thing and there's more stuff to put up with. i just want a normal work schedule where i don't have to work nine hour days just to leave earlier on friday. granted it's a plus on fridays, but when thursdays roll around it's like do i have really have to be here for another 3.5 hours? and then they keep sending more work. umm we're not india. i may need to outsource my own if this keeps up. i like being busy but this is too much. enough is enough. that's it for today. i don't feel like typing anymore.

why i hate people

everyone that sits by me knows how much i hate the mta system. so last night i was taking the e back to queens and got a seat took a nap. some old bag thinks that 5 inches of space is enough for her to sit. so she practically sits on my lap!!!!! the nerve. she didn't even say excuse me, just plomped right down and woke me from my nap. i shot her a dirty look and was too disoriented to curse her out cuz i would have. i was very cranky yesterday. so on the whole way, the e was taking it's sweet ass time, about an hour for a 40 min ride i had to endure that old bag. i hope i slammed the turnstyle in her face when we exited, she got off the same stop as me. but seriously, why do people insist on squeezing in when there clearly is no room?? this happens all the time on the 7 train and they have grooved seats. i have to fight all the asian people in the morning to get a seat. it's unreal. plus every morning in times square i smell puke while waiting for the 1 train. and i have seen plenty of piles of excrement around the subways. plus there are too many homeless people! i mean really! come on. i watched this simpsons episode where homer became a huge carnivorous blob and he ate all the homeless people in springfield. i think that would be a great solution for the subway system. that way paying people don't have to suffer from the stench and can sit during rush hour. also, why do people insist on bringing huge strollers during rush hour? why!!! and they leave it open with the 3 kids piled in and then sit blocking the whole bench. oh then the beggars with candy, street dancers or their house burned down and they can't afford a funeral, umm i'm not paying for your drug habit. i'm pretty much disgusted with people in general.

does anyone else experience horrible situations?

unionize!

below are the following ideas for my union, i can't think of a title for it but let me know or add to the list of things to change:

• abolish legiant
• change hours to flex time - meaning let us choose own work schedule
• personal elevators - can't stand penton media or about.com
• not changing productivity numbers - they think we can make more closes, it's like gambling you get lucky and you don't
• having india stop re-opening files unless absolutely necessary
• cleaner bathrooms- the ladies know what i'm talking about. how is it that one stall works?! the seat is missing in one and there is no lock on the other
• having summer hours on fridays
• comp time
• incentive days
• disarm that stupid alarm- how hard is it to close the door!!!
• NO MORE MONTHLY MEETINGS